Deeply Morbid: A Stevie Smith Shrine

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LITTLE BOY LOST

The wood was rather old and dark

The witch was very ugly

And if it hadnt been for father

Walking there so smugly

I never should have followed

The beckoning of her finger.

Ah me how long ago it was

And still I linger

Under the ever interlacing beeches

Over a carpet of moss

I lift my hand but it never reaches

To where the breezes toss

The sun-kissed leaves above.

The sun?

Beware.

The sun never comes here.

Round about and round I go

Up and down and to and fro

The woodlouse hops upon the tree

Or should do but in really cannot see.

Happy fellow. Why cant I be

Happy as he?

The wood grows darker every day

Its not a bad place in a way

But I lost the way

Last Tuesday

Did I love father, mother, home?

Not very much; but now they're gone

I think of them with kindly toleration

Bred inevitably of separation.

Really if I could find some food

I should be happy enough in this wood

But darker days and hungrier I must spend

Till hunger and darkness make an end.

ANGER'S FREEING POWER

I had a dream three walls stood up wherein a raven bird

Against the walls did beat himself and was not this absurd?

For sun and rain beat in that cell that had its fourth wall free

And daily blew the summer shower and the rain cam presently

And all the pretty summer time and all the winter too

That foolish bird did beat himself till he was black and blue

Rouse up, rouse up, my raven bird, fly by the open wall

You make a prison of a place that is not one at all.

I took my raven by the hand, oh come, I said, my Raven,

And I will take you by the hand and you shall fly to heaven.

But oh he sobbed and oh he sighed and in a fit he lay

Until two fellow ravens came and stood outside to say:

You wretched bird, conceited lump

You well deserve to pine and thump.

See now a wonder, mark it well

My bird rears up in angry spell,

Oh do I then? He says, and careless flies

Over flattened wall at once to heaven's skies.

And in my dream I watched him go

And I was glad, I loved him so,

Yet when I woke my eyes were wet

To think Love had not freed my pet

Anger it was that won him hence

As only Anger taught him sense.

Often my tears falls in a shower

Because of Anger's freeing power.

DEEPLY MORBID
 
Deeply morbid deeply morbid was the girl who typed the
letters
Always out of office hours running with her social betters
But when daylight and the darkness of the office closed
about her
Not for this ah not for this her office colleagues came to doubt
her
It was that look within her eye
Why did it always seem to say goodbye?
 
Joan her name was and at lunchtime
Solitary solitary
She would go and watch the pictures
In the National Gallery
All alone all alone
This time with no friend beside her
She would go and watch the pictures
All alone.
 
Will she leave her office colleagues
Will she leave her evening pleasures
Toil within a friendly bureau
Running later with her leisure?
All alone all alone
Before the pictures she seems turned to stone.
 
Close upon the Turner pictures
Closer than a thought may go
Hangs her eye and all the colours
Leap into a special glow
All for her, all alone
All for her, all for Joan.
 
First the canvas where the ocean
Like a mighty animal
With a really wicked motion
Leaps for sailors' funeral
 
Holds her panting. Oh the creature
Oh the wicked virile thing
With its skin of fleck and shadow
Stretching tightening over him.
Wild yet captured wild yet captured
By the painter, Joan is quite enraptured.
 
Now she edges from the canvas
To another loved more dearly
Where the awful light of purest
Sunshine falls across the spray,
There the burning coasts of fancy
Open to her pleasure lay.
All alone, all alone
Come away, come away
All alone.
 
Lady Mary, Lady Kitty
The Honourable Featherstonehaugh
Polly Tommy from the office
Which of these shall hold her now?
Come away, come away
All alone.
 
The spray reached out and sucked her in
It was a hardly noticed thing
That Joan was there and is not now
(Oh go and tell young Featherstonehaugh)
Gone away, gone away
All alone.
 
She stood up straight
The sun fell down
There was no more of London Town
She went upon the painted shore
And there she walks for ever more
Happy quite
Beaming bright
In a happy happy light
All alone.
 
They say she was a morbid girl, no doubt of it
And what befell her clearly grew out of it
But I say she's a lucky one
To walk forever in that sun
And as I bless sweet Turner's name
I wish that I could do the same.